Hard Decisions

In our lives we must make hard decisions.  These decisions can make or break us, but it doesn't make it any easier to make them.   This last week I have made some bigger decisions.  I am setting goals to follow my dreams.  I know the road ahead is rough, but it is well worth the journey to know for once I really am where I am meant to be.

In order to truly be me I have to make sure that I follow the person I am.  Somewhere along my life's journeyI chose to hide who I was. I try to act like it doesn't matter when people comment on my weight, my attitude, or my flaws, but truly apart of me dies each time.  100% of the reason I am the way I am is because I chose to allow people's opinion be my beliefs and views of myself.  Luckily for me Heavenly Father put some pretty amazing people in my life to help me change it.

I am beautiful.  Yeah I have some extra weight on me,  but I am so much more then the weight.  I have amazing eyes that show my soul, beautiful lips that help support and encourage, strong arms to hold up a friend, strong shoulders to carry the weight of the world, and an overall amazing body that houses the wonderful true me.

My attitude..well that makes me the me I enjoy.  I have my good attitudes and my not so good attitudes.  My good attitude pushes me to be more then I ever thought I could be, helps others to smile, and pushes others along the way.  My bad holds me and others back.  I am consistantly improving that aspect of me as well.

My flaws are my flaws.  I am here on this earth to work on them.  It takes time to buff out the flaws.  The point is I am working on the flaws that I need to work on.  They are mine and with the help of the Lord I will finally be able to overcome each of them.

No longer will I forget these important truths.  No longer will I allow others the power.  I will continue with the strength I have in the Lord to be the me I want to be and know I am.   Today I made a hard decision.  Although I know it was the right thing it still sucks.  I will be okay and I know others will be okay to.  Hard decisions sometimes suck, but they also give us the greater push to overcome!